Tuesday, May 26, 2009

25th Night

got sick today :(
and a bad headache...

* Sweet Dreams - Beyonce
"Every night I rush to my bed
with hopes that maybe I`ll get a chance to see you when
I close my eyes, i'm goin` out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hand and be my guide
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You`re the perfect lullaby
What kind of dream is this?

It Can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way I
Don`t wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me
Your love's too good to be true.

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you are my temporary high
I wish when I wake up you're there
So wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by my side
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You`re the perfect lullaby
What kind of dream is this?..."

am loving this show called "Home Made" on Channel 7, a interior design show :D


Monday, May 25, 2009

24th Night

it's been confirmed im moving houses on the 3/6/09 :D
im gonna be dreading the packing process =="

* How Do You Sleep - Jesse McCartney
"If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way
where we used to park
And did all those things
to steal your heart..."

Senior Science exam tomorrow!!


Sunday, May 24, 2009

23rd Night

bought contacts today for the first time :D
really like it, though i need to practice more and getting used to putting and removing them

* Lover's Thing - Ciara ft. The Dream
"You, you are my baby
I can't just let you leave
I'm caught up in this lover's thing

It's love, and that I can't deny
Won't even start to lie
I'm caught up in this lover's thing
Baby you..."

today's weather was nice :D


Saturday, May 23, 2009

22nd Night

if this was bound to happen,
then i wished i never met you at all.

* Boys - Ne-Yo
"I swear some times boys can be such a mess
You can't live with them can't live without them I guess

Sometimes I love it when they fight for my attention
But hate it when they try to touch me like a mission
Sometimes it's drama sometimes it's fun
That's why I love them..."

hope tomorrow's weather will be better!!


Friday, May 22, 2009

21st Night

crap. forgot to blog tonight T____T

too tired and late to bother writing anything.


Thursday, May 21, 2009

20th Night

i lost my maths txt book today because of my stupid forgetfulness

hope it comes back to me soon :(

* When Love Takes Over - David Guetta ft. Kelly Rowland
"Give me a reason I gotta know
Do you feel it too?
Cant you see me here on overload
And this time I blame you
Hmm looking out for you to hold my hand
It feels like I could fall
Now love me right, like I know you can
We could lose it all

I'll be loving all the time, it's true
Cause I want to make it right with you..."

looooooove this song <3


Wednesday, May 20, 2009

19th Night

fuck oath.

forgot to bring my photography form and money today for school photos, and now i gotta mail the damn thing and pay extra $8 AND postage costs etc =="

* The Dream - Rockin' That Thang
"Girl I'm in love with you baby.
And I want you to know.
That I'm hooked on your body.
And I'm trying to be yours..."



Tuesday, May 19, 2009

18th Night

i don't want anything to change.
i want it to stay the same.

but it already started...

* New Divide - Linkin Park
"And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

And every loss and every lie
And every truth that you deny
And each regret and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide..."

school photos tomorrow!!


Monday, May 18, 2009

17th Night

yay my Leah Dizon - Communication!!! CD arrived today

* Nothin' To Lose - Leah Dizon
"If love is a gamble, he's a high roller
The King of Hearts
If I were to lose his love,
Back to square one
Then how would I go on?
Because every moment of everyday
I fall more in love
Cause when you got nothin'
You got nothin' to lose

I got a feeling in my heart
Lady luck's on my side tonight
But this ain't a game no more
No chips, no dice, no cards
This is my life
Should I fold before stakes get high?
Before I get hurt again
Or take a chance on love to last all time
Whether or not I lose or win
I'm goin' all in..."

yey school photos this weds :D


Sunday, May 17, 2009

16th Night

had a crappy sleep last night, very tired today :(

went Yum Cha with dad and bro today at Parra, then shopping :D
am happy with what i bought today!

* You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
"If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?"

dyed my hair today, it's gone lighter :D


Saturday, May 16, 2009

15th Night

had a f*cking awesome night tonight.

but now i should note,
to NEVER drink Baileys after an iced coffee, and eat a Storm dessert after drinking T____T"

* If This Isn't Love - Jennifer Hudson
"I'm calling his phone up just to tell him how much
I really love him 'cause he's everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me so I truly believe

God sent me an angel from above
That's gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It's the only way I can describe, so

If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love

I'm selfish 'cause I don't wanna share him with nobody
Not even those people that came before me
But see, I never believed..."

feeling tired and bloated right now, but sober.


Friday, May 15, 2009

14th Night

got a friend's birthday dinner tomorrow :D

i can't wait till i move houses next month! i will be getting back my treadmill then, from my dad, and that means i can exercise :D

* Again and Again - Leah Dizon
Someday we'll run away, so far away, love,
Until this weight just dissipates
You said, but
The pain grows deeper and the distance wider
It's getting harder
But my love grows stronger

I can't help but fall again and again

When all I have is a tired smile to give
Should I set you free or remain a burden?
The loneliness,
My love I cannot protect
nee how much longer
Can I pretend I'm stronger?

But despite it all I fall and I fall..."

mum is coming home tonight from her trip to Fiji lol


Thursday, May 14, 2009

13th Night

stupid HSC.

i hate you.

* Crush - David Archuleta
"Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy..."



Wednesday, May 13, 2009

12th Night

nothing special going on today, just the usual school and after school stuff :P

* Love Me Right - Angel City
Ooh baby love me right
let me love you till the morning comes
Ooh sugar love me right
you know I want to be the only one...

seems like we all don't have enough time for anything, really.


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

11th Night

these days it's getting cold :(

i want the sunny, warm days back!!!


* Winter - DT8 Project
There is ice, alive, turn ice into fire
I want, I need, to feel such desire
A pain lies deep, in the heart of my soul
This truth, unfolds, and I'm losing control
And I'm losing control...

Tonight, I crave, sunlight on my face
For I, can see, it's lonely in space
A touch, can make, the senses awake
But fear, controls, your every mistake
Your every mistake... "

i want a cat!!!

or maybe two :3


Monday, May 11, 2009

10th Night

why must it be complicated?

it doesn't have to be that way. i'm just making it complicated,
for myself.

* Do You Know - Angel City
"And do you know
Without you i just go crazy
And do you know
All i can think about is the way you are
And do you know
Only You can save me baby
from going through this life all alone..."

i hate how distracted i can get from doing my work and yet i don't do anything to stop myself from doing it all the time...


Sunday, May 10, 2009

9th Night

my mother's day meal i cooked today was successful :D
hehe i enjoy cooking now, i think it's pretty fun, especially when the food turns out delicious and people praise you for it ^___^

once i move houses, i finally have a new and working oven, where i can try to bake stuff :D

* Been Waiting - Jessica Mauboy
"We've been friends for so long, I can't deny,
These feelings are so strong I keep hot inside,
Wanna tell you but I can't find the words to say,
So afraid if I do things will never be the same,
Don't know what to do but I know I gotta say it now,
Don't wanna loose a friend but why should I pretend,
That I don't love you when I've waited so long...

love this song sooooo much <3


Saturday, May 9, 2009

8th Night

w00t bought my formal dress today!
now i won't need to worry about finding a dress lol

mother's day tomorrow :D
i'm gonna cook something nice for mummy :D
and then in the evening she's leaving to Fiji for a week @____@

* Because - Jessica Mauboy
"It's all because, I loved you, (because) I held you, (because) I believed you,
You're not what I needed, (because) I'm stronger,
(Because) I'm better, (because) without ya, you'd thought I'd be in pieces,
Because, because, I loved ya, (because) I loved ya, (because) I loved ya..."



Friday, May 8, 2009

7th Night

nearly forgot to blog lol.

too tired right now to even bother, going to exercise everyday for 30mins, and attempting to eat healthier food :D

*Insomnia - Craig David
"Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before "

yey shopping tomorrow :D


Thursday, May 7, 2009

6th Night

why do people say:
"Opposites attract" ? ...someone tell me why.

*In Your Loving Arms - Karen Overton
"Sometimes the way that you act makes me wonder
What I am to you
Sometimes I can't stand the way that I'm acting
To be part of the things you do
Often I've asked you for too much of your time
Like I'm stealing
And when I dream of the fear that you're leaving
I reach out
Oh baby then you

Put your loving arms around me
And you whisper to me when you
Put your loving arms around me
And inside your arms I'm burning

So many times have I asked you to tell me
That I'm your girl
Time after time I have needed a reason
Just to get inside your world
So many times have I asked you to ask me
How it feels to love
And when this love seems the only conclusion
That I'm guilty of
Oh baby then you

I'm burning, inside your arms I'm burning...

la la la...


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

5th Night

feeling shitty right now to even bother writing much.

* Next Level - Ayumi Hamasaki
"To the next stage, which begins to move,
we continue to walk together.

This only road never ends,
we continue to illuminate it.

How will we take
this fresh start that,
once again, presents itself here?

While looking at the sky, my face was lit by a gentle smile
I heard "Don't be afraid, everything is fine"
While looking at the sky, a small tear flowed.
Even the scars left by the past seem sweet today.

The sign tells us that a vibrant future, makes our looks meet each other.

Our hearts are beating so strong,
What will they choose and represent?
What is the map that will take shape?

If you feel the wind, grip our hands strongly
Because we don't need many words to understand each other.
If you feel the wind, begin to walk with conviction and with the same speed we will see the same landscape "

*translated from Japanese*


Tuesday, May 5, 2009

4th Night

school was the usual :)

i chopped my fringe again...
now it is a straight fringe, but i can make it into a side fringe :D
still happy with it ^____^

* Sugar - Flo Rida ft Wynter
"My lips like sugar, this candy got you sprung. So call me your sugar, you love you some..."

formal dress hunting is annoying me right now, don't know if i should buy one, or hire one T___T"

mother's day is this Sunday, going to go city with my best friend to shop/dress hunt/and buy a gift for mummy :D
can't wait!


Monday, May 4, 2009

3rd Night

went to school today as usual.

had br. tony come in to talk to us about life after hsc etc, it was very motivational, i love his PPs and speeches :D
the thing that stuck with me most was "my life list", a list where i write down the stuff i wanna do in my life before i die...haha
gonna write down a list before i forget :D

* Love - Johnta Austin
baby no, i don't think i wanna let you go, this must be love or something like it...

found a nice poem by someone with the same name as mine :

My Perfect Refuge

When life is cold,
I wrap myself in your warmth,
nestled in your love,
my perfect refuge.

By Joanna Fuchs

i can totally relate to it and feel that way...


Sunday, May 3, 2009

2nd Night

had a shitty night last night...
only 5/6 hours of sleep GRR

* Your's Forever - Mario
"When i met you, saw you, got your number, how was i to know,
You would steal my heart and hold it hostage..."

procrastinating again...like always, every day/night >.>"
and MSN and the Internet is to blame.

very dreading school tomorrow.
since it is autumn and winter coming,
why can't we all just be like bears and hibernate in those seasons?

mmm i'd certainly like that...

chopped my fringe today, its more straight now, i'm pretty happy with how it turned out ^_________^


Saturday, May 2, 2009

1st Night

just joined this...

too lazy to write anything much.

* Alienated - Keri Hilson
"Waking up, reaching for you when you're not there..."

i'm craving hard out for some HJ's Cookies and Cream Storm dessert >.>