Gotta LOVE Nintendo DS!

i started playing this game on my DS called 'My Japanese Coach' which does what the title says, teach Japanese :P
i am totally loving it so far, and have expanded my knowledge of Japanese with it ^___^

which reminded me, i think i should trade in my Original DS (yes, the fat silver one T__T) for a DS Lite or DSi, though i found out the DSi does not support GBA games @___@"
what should i choose, hmm?
all i know is that i want a white or pink coloured one, and then ill pimp it up, Hime style :D

while playing the game, i learnt that, maybe the alcoholic drink, Midori is called Midori, because in Japanese, Midori means green :P
and what a coincidence, that the drink Midori happens to be GREEN hahahaha

i really feel like Baileys and some Midori... XD

meow~

RSA + RCG done!!!

this weekend i did my Responsible Service of Alcohol and Responsible Conduct of Gambling training :D i am now certified to work in places with alcohol and gambling machines!
hahaha...i hope to work in a club one day as a bartender or something part time XD

though this week i literally spent 7 days at school! which this week i did both courses at school from 9am to 4pm, which means i haven't been able to sleep in this weekend! :(

but it was worth it :)

i also dyed my hair today! stupid teacher :(
its a dark brown shade, i havent had dark hair for a long time!
but i dont mind the shade, at least i am taking a break from anymore dyeing for now...XD

the weather is so gay! i hate waking up in the cold, i hate numb fingers, i hate pile on clothing, i hate the freezing wind, i hate the lack of sunshine, i hate the dullness!! :(

meow~

Ignorance Is Bliss

today i feel so fragile, like one tiny prick and i will break down...

i find it hard to trust people...you never know what they think and will say...

why are we left with a choice to choose to believe or not believe what someone says? we will never know what they say is genuine or not...

and here i am along with many others, making so many risks, of getting hurt, and by doing this i have found which people are genuine, and which are not...

i am so thankful for some very close friends who have been by my side, who have been truthful and loyal, but i am also thankful for meeting those who are not, they have made me smarter...and stronger.

i think i tend to put my trust into people too easily, and i always end up being too emotional about it when it goes wrong...im too sensitive...

and its true:
ignorance is bliss...

meow~

Why So Cold?

today we had an event, the athletics carnival.

i didn't end up doing long jump and shot put as i got really lazy and i was too cold to bother moving around too much...
overall it was very fun, played truth or dare with my friends and we learnt many secret things about each other...LOL

anyways,
my friend told me she found a blog, where the blogger looks like me. okay, i say we have SOME resemblance, but i wouldn't say we look the same, though i had a look at her blog and wow i love it, how she is a fashion student, into Japanese culture, make-up and hair, wow sure does sound like what i am into haha

here is the link to her blog: (she has awesome tutorial hair and make up vids on youtube!)
http://suzit86.blogspot.com

it's so cold today!
my fingers are numb for the first time, guess i should be getting used to it in these coming months =="

i posted up a little media player, it is currntly playing my repeated-loved song right now, Kana Nishino - Kimi ni Aitaku Naru Kara <3

meow~

A Long, Hard Thought.

i find it interesting,
how things can change so easily, in just one decision/move you make...

it makes me wonder,
what if i did this, did that, how would it turn out in the end?

its so hard, how you can't tell who is fake to you or not,
which makes it hard to put your trust in someone.

in the end, its you who is the only one who cares, because no one else does, its all about them, its all about you. its all about me.

no one can really understand how you really feel or go through, day and night.
then why do we have the need to seek for someone to 'care' and 'love' you? or to even make yourself believe someone out there, really does?

oh, how we all rely on care and love to mostly survive, to feel that it exists in your life, your heart, to give you the will to fight for your living life, a reason to live.

it is so easy to describe life like a roller coaster.
we go through high ups, and low downs, and if we can't take the ride any longer, we jump off, no longer wanting to ride the roller coaster ever, again.

im done.

meow~

Akai Ito

Akai Ito: Red Threads of Destiny

"An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet,
regardless of time, place, or circumstance.
The thread may stretch or tangle,
but it will never break."

been busy with packing, moving, and unpacking :(

meow~

Happy First Day of Winter!

haven't been blogging for a while because of internet problems :(

im so busy these days, with the packing and school work, moving houses this Wednesday!

so excited :D

SONG OF THE NIGHT
* Cheating Myself - School Boy Humor
"No one said it didn't hurt and
Everybody knows good things take a little work
So don't go giving up on the one, the one you love

Over these past few years we've driven right into a dead end
And we'll keep spinning our tires until one of us gives in
And we're approaching the question that I feel like we should ask
Should we just catch different rides, or just keep fixing the flats? "

going Luna Park this friday for Trinity Day :D

meow~